Z is N sideways
This term is used when girls place guys into the “can’t date” category. I dated someone for so long that I ended up friendzoning all my guy friends. Now that we’re over, all the sweet guys I know are friendzoned. It’s too weird to move them now, and everyone else is creepy. So this is why I’m waiting until college. Why get my feelings played with again? Why be chained down again?
I think it’s weird how I still care and yet I don’t. Like who tf are you anymore. You replaced me so quickly and easily, it’s like I never was part of your life. Do you remember who stuck with you for the last 2 years? It’s more like 2 and a half. That time I can never get back. And I do want it back. So that’s why I don’t care anymore. I don’t know you. I care for the guy I knew but now every time I see your face, it’s a stranger staring back at me. It’s easier to pretend I never knew you. Was our love real? I honestly don’t know. I feel like I did love you but I don’t want to believe that bc I don’t think you loved me as much. I wish I was stronger. I understand now that the underlying reason we broke up, bigger than both of us, is that I’m not strong enough anymore. I tried so hard to be strong for you; but now I’m weak. My emotions are unstable and you definitely did not help. Having friends like the ones I do, DOES help. But you made me weaker. You were breaking me down. And now I’m not going to let you touch me anymore. I’m free. No more chains. I’m done.
#transformationtuesday My beautiful big sisters! From last year’s banquet to this year #bigsisters #lovethem @lil_adang @shawonton
What would everyone’s life be like if I wasn’t here? Who would really notice a difference. Haha I hate having nightmares. I just want to be ok. go away
And in that moment, we were untouchable